Tuesday, November 09, 2010
Chapter 43 I Shouldn't Have to Tell You
I shouldn’t have to tell you again how much I love you, so this time I won’t.
But I will pull your older brother aside and tell him to keep a close eye on you at school.
I will take away texting if it helps you study. I will take everything away if it helps you study.
I will put my hand on your chest tonight, while you’re sleeping, to make sure you’re still breathing.
I will watch your practice from the sidelines as you get tackled harder than you’ve ever been tackled before.
I will stay on the sidelines this time and let you work it out on your own, even when I can tell you’re crying underneath your helmet.
I will tell you to put on your seatbelt. Again.
I will plunge the toilet. Again.
I will tell you to wash your hands. I will tell you to brush your teeth. I will tell you to not run and fight with your siblings while the toothbrush is still in your mouth.
I will leave the door open a crack when you go down into the basement with your girlfriend.
I will never let your sister go in the basement with a boyfriend.
I shouldn’t have to tell you again how much I love you, so this time I won’t.
But I will tell you to get a job the next time (and every time) you ask for money.
I will get up in the morning and go to my job again.
I will take better care of myself.
I will assign you chores and you will do them or you will not eat.
I will let you have a sleepover with all of your hungry friends. Again.
I will play Old Maid with you and make sure I end up with the Old Maid. Again.
I will be the audience for your made-up dance routines and watch as you twirl everything in the house that resembles a baton.
I will make you look your coach or your teacher in the eye when you’re being disciplined. I will make sure you know that I know that most of the time you deserve it.
I will grab you when you walk by and I’ll hold you close into my chest and I’ll breathe in the smell of your hair on the top of your head while you’re still shorter than me, just one more time, while I still can.
I will pray that you end up a lot more like Jesus and a lot less like some Christians.
I shouldn’t have to tell you again how much I love you, so this time I won’t.
But I will remind you again and again that we’re a family and we always stick together.
I will allow you to fiercely protect your siblings.
I will let you fight your siblings periodically so that you actually know how to fiercely protect your siblings.
I will turn off the TV and take away your cell phones and anything else electronic and we will play Scrabble.
I will take you to a noun called church, but teach you how to be verb called Church.
I will only allow two kids on the trampoline at one time. I will now dismantle the trampoline because you're not listening to me.
I will tell your mother how much I love her and then I’ll kiss and hug her in front of you again and again and again.
I will drive you to school again.
I will drive you to practice again.
I will drive you to get your favorite sub again.
I will not pick up after you again.
I will try hard to remember again what life was like when I was your age.
I shouldn’t have to tell you how much I love you, but just this last time I will. Again.
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so i go now
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Chapter 1 My Shirt Won't Stay Tucked In
Chapter 2 Some Wee Little Man, Part 1
Chapter 3 Some Wee Little Man, Part 2
Chapter 4 Before He Gives You Legs
Chapter 5 It Gets Me Every Time
Chapter 6 Some Evaporating Filthy Puddle of a Mess ~ Part 1
Chapter 7 Some Evaporating Filthy Puddle of a Mess ~ Part 2
Chapter 8 As He Guides Us Through
Chapter 9 Out of this World, So to Speak
Chapter 10 Love is Being Re-defined
Chapter 11 On the Altar of Grace
Chapter 12 Same as it Ever Was
Chapter 13 Only Fools Believe Such Nonsense
Chapter 14 Some Semblance of Teetotalism
Chapter 15 The Right to Refuse Him, Part 1
Chapter 16 The Right to Refuse Him, Part 2
Chapter 17 My Head is All Scrambled
Chapter 18 Almost Identical to the Big Dipper, Part 1
Chapter 19 Almost Identical to the Big Dipper, Part 2
Chapter 20 Almost Identical to the Big Dipper, Part 3
Chapter 21 Almost Identical to the Big Dipper, Part 4
Chapter 22 Almost Identical to the Big Dipper, Part 5
Chapter 23 Almost Identical to the Big Dipper, Part 6
Chapter 24 Almost Identical to the Big Dipper, Part 7
Chapter 25 Try and Love One Another Right Now
Chapter 26 Fan this Ember
Chapter 27 Those Italics are Mine
Chapter 28 There's No Other White Like This
Chapter 29 And the Soul Felt Its Worth
Chapter 30 He's Relentless About It
Chapter 31 Maybe It's All Art
Chapter 32 The Wine has Spilled Everywhere
Chapter 33 Lukewarm I Lie Today
Chapter 34 He Carefully Untangles Me
Chapter 35 The God Lakes We Drink From
Chapter 36 Blinded by the Light
Chapter 37 Who will be the Generous One?
Chapter 38 Insert Your City
Chapter 39 It's Really Not Abundance at All
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God of Justice, Saviour to all
Came to rescue the weak
and the poor
Chose to serve and not be served
Jesus, You have called us
Freely we’ve received
Now freely we will give
We must go
Live to feed the hungry
Stand beside the broken
We must go
Stepping forward
Keep us from just singing
Move us into action
We must go
To act justly everyday
Loving mercy in everyway
Walking humbly before You God
You have shown us, what You require
Freely we’ve received
Now freely we will give
We must go
Live to feed the hungry
Stand beside the broken
We must go
Fill us up and send us out
Fill us up and send us out
Fill us up and send us out, Lord
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2 Comments:
Some very fortunate kids, you've got there...
Love is a verb too. :)
yup agree w/Erin....glad whenever you write here.
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